"HELPING JESUS WITH THE CLOUDS"
February 28, 2023 10 months. I can’t believe it’s been that long since I held my sweet baby. It is hard to believe all that has happened in that time. I am eternally grateful I have Lassen to hold me everyday. He gives me a sense of purpose and we talk about his brother together often. I grieve for Lassen and the loss of his brother so, so much. I know he doesn’t fully understand his loss yet, but someday he will and that breaks my heart. I just always dreamed of having two boys and it is so hard to reconcile one already being with Jesus. Please, Lord, be near. We went to Noah’s baptism the other day and I hadn’t thought much of it or prepared myself mentally for it, and I was pretty much a wreck during it. Kyle was surprised at how hard it was for him too. I have tried to be so strong and there for others and trusting and knowing God has me in His hand and He is holding my sweet baby so close to His heart, but this is so hard and not the story I would have ever written for mys...
